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There are so many things that can be done, just like that and nobody will be against them being done. People decide animals' lives are done to eat them, when they cook them when they are done, they are just how they want them to be and so on.
But, darling, here are some news: you are not a piece of meat to be done just like that. Put up a fight in the toughest moments because you are not done. I promise it will get better just push a little harder and you'll find light that will help prove to yourself you are not done.
Going through the world just with the mentallity of making other people miserable doesn't make you "just a bad person" or a "person with bad intentions towards others".
No, you fucker, it makes you a tyrant. A tyrant isn't only a guy that lived thousands of years ago going through wars a killing people to survive. You are also like that in this century. You kill other peoples' dreams just so you can, in a fucked up way, survive.
I was walking through a forest full of fauna and flora which consiste of oh so many different smells but I was looking for a smell in particular. I searched and searched for miles but couldn't find it.
Finally, I did. I found her and a soft smell of cologne coming from her neck.
I remember when my life spun.
It was full of good and bad moments.
But it contained amazing stories.
Now I feel like I am stuck
in this life I don't know anymore.
Today I met the prettiest girl I've ever seen. i had to get my excitement contained because if I showed all of the happiness I got from just looking at her, I would have made a fool of myself. But damn, not showing how she makes me feel also is killing me.
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