savannahlee
Mist. The cool water on a hot summer say. The refreshing feeling of cool water. Oh, how I wish I could feel it. How I wish I could feel anything at all.
The destruction of man. Without destruction, creation cannot occur. I destroy to create, to create new relationship, new memories, a new me. If I destroy my old self, only then can I create the new wonderful me. But destruction isn't always easy.
Silk. Smooth. Just like butter. Just like people. Smooth as silk, going in to butter you over. Make you believe something that was never true. Will never be true. I hate those people, they hurt my loved ones...
Robot V. Wrestler. Robot playing sports paintings. I like robots, but not really. Wow that made absolutely no sense. Well, as I am saying. I like the theory of robots, but not the execution. Robots scare me.
The perfect figure. Does it really exist? Or is just an illusion. Nobody is perfect, but everyone strives to look perfect. The closest thing to perfection: to be skinny. I feel that that is a lie.
Oh shoes. I have an obsession. Partly from the fact that I am unfortunately short and need the extra inches to look normal. But that doesn't account for my obsession with other shoes too. Hmm....
Almost. What could have been. So many uncertainties in it. How do I know if what I did was the right thing. I guess I just have to accept it and move on. Moving on doesn't seem good either. I guess I'll just dwell on the almosts in life
Final. Funny, that's next week. Though mine are going to be the easiest; I don't have to worry. Everyone else is stressing out. I hope I don't have to take another HS final after this.
To be specific. I can't really explain it. To tell everything. Go into detail. I'm not very detail oriented. I'm more concerned with the big picture. So I guess I don't go into specifics often. Just the gist of things.
Basic. Shapes. Colors. Not complexity, just simplicity. Vague and quiet. Not like life.
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