secretlyrupert

secretlyrupert

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let's go. you and me. maybe him too. because it's not right to fight over a guy. isn't that what they always tell you? but i have a few scores to settle with him too.

pouch

Our average girl was very pleased today, because she looked in the mirror this morning and realized that she suddenly had abs. She had been disappointed over the summer because it seemed like she had a little pouch beginning. Through her weeks of school, the pouch disappeared and she was much more fit that she has ever been.

she was average. the word was average. what a wonderful word to begin our story. a wonderfully average word for our wonderfully average girl in our wonderfully average story.

there was a giant cockroach/cricket backstage today. just walking past it made my heart race. i'm starting to think my fear of insects is branching out beyond spiders.

sponge? nothing in my life is sponge-related now. maybe I could count the fact that I am expected to absorb a ton of information for my four AP classes. Sponge indeed.

offer

I have a lot to offer. And that's what scares me. What if people don't realize that? whether it's in theatre, band, or college applications. What if.

mist

The dew was settling on the boards, making the bean bags stick instead of sliding. This was good and bad. They slid off the boards less, but they also didn't slide into the hole for more points.

you're giving us one more chance. just one more fake chance before you leave forever. i guess i'm giving us a chance too. it hurts to think of what could have been and what never will be, but we will get one little opportunity to pretend, won't we?

you can stand under my umbrella-ella-ella. Kidding. Yesterday during class it was absolutely pouring rain, and the windows in my Calc room were open and the atmosphere was just beautiful. I could have slept so peacefully.

So many times I've thought about taking the next train to the city and leaving from there. Just going anywhere. But something keeps me rooted here in this stupid town.

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Sarah wrote about transport
“So many times I've thought about taking the next train to the city and leaving from there. Just going anywhere. But something keeps me rooted here in this stupid town.”

the words Sarah reaches for

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