shynetaylor
all systems go, thats what she heard. She knew that it was time for her to do her job, nto step up as queen and take her rightful place as Mary, Queen of Scottland, France, and England. She knew that it was her time to shine, to relive her days of youth so long forgotten. She would be gods anointed, therefor untouchable.
what can I amount to? more than i let myself. I know that I have a greater potential than what I do. I can do better. I know that everyone has a new years resolution. I dont. My only hope for this year is to be happy. And that amounts to a lot in my book.
Too soon I had to leave you. Youll never know how much I miss you baby brother. It kills me that the last time you saw me was when she was trying to kill me. Do you know how much that memory stings me? How much it hurts to know that you went to your grave with that being the last memory you had of me? I love you more than I knew when you were alive.
I am interested in you. I dont understand it because really youre not my usual type. I like someone who can do me good and remind me of why I am a woman. But still... you intrigue me in ways that I cannot imagine. Im interested in who you are as a person and what made you into the person that you are. I love the way you treat me.
to the teeth... to the bitter end. you have to keep fighting, despite wave after wave of oppression and sadness. thats what you have to do little bird.... in order to fly you have to first stand and fight. Grin and bare it. Bare your teeth to the world, show them that you are a fighter and you will not be defeated.
little darling is what they called her. mShe was supposed to be daddys little darling but he was never around so she searchs for a daddy in all the sta nge men that she meets. She doesnt know who she is anymore, but she knows that she is no longer darling. she is hard, jagged, rough around the edges like a broken tea cup or a skeleton keychain. missing peices. broken.
you are the wind beneath my wings. that was always our song best friend. you were my best friend you are my best friend. I understand that you had to move to NY to spread your wings, just know that you will always be a part of me. I love you like I love my own self, because you are a part of me and I of you.
Am I just your amusement? A fun ride, but not someone you want to wife up? I fear thats all I will ever be to anyone anymore since him and I broke up. But who am I to judge? Some of these boys are just amusement as well... people I would never in life love. Dont hate the player, hate the game I guess.
lightning never strikes twice....so I wonder, will I ever find anyone like you again? Will anyone else make me feel as loved and cared for as you did? Will I ever find a man as good and kind hearted is you? Is it possible for me to find someone who will appreciate all the things you took for granted?
you make me ill, physically, when I talk to you. You call me drunk and it makes me want to vomit.... I think of the life we could have had if only if only, and I am ill.
Ill also means mad. Im mad too. Fucking pissed that you werent who I thought you were.
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