weirddfishess
Edge, ha.
Speaking of edges, I'm on one.
You know, it's pretty funny this was the word.
It makes me think. It makes me realize some things.
Edge.~
I'm pressed up against this wall I've mentally placed there.
A figment of my imagination, none the less.
But present, in the same.
What do I do?
Where do I go?
Which turn do I make?
I'm completely lost, as you press me for questions that I don't know the answer is.
I don't even know what day it is.
I'm convinced you're just as confused as I am.
I'm convinced nothing is ever going to get better.
I'm convinced I'm going to be stuck in this shit hole forever.
I'm convinced you don't love me.
I'm convinced everything was just a lie.
I'm convinced I don't even know myself anymore.
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