albusd
whether to go or to stay, to sleep to dream no more. i have nothing except what i'm attempting to steal from Shakes.
sustain me. help me to grow. food, water, shelter, help me have these things. nurture my soul, sustain my life force.
life. the biggest miracle of all. i was truly amazed at the love that overwhelmed me the first time I seen her. so small and vulnerable. so amazingly beautiful. love, embodied. overwhelming love.
want. desire. this is a battle i struggle with every day. she doesn't know that i want her. she has no idea how much i desire to be with her. walking, holding hands, enjoying the day.
the concept. "Do you get the concept?" that's one of my favorite questions. i really like understanding things completely. Getting the whole concept.
i've been told i have good manners. i see manners as becoming more and more of an issue. i meet young people that have terrible manners, and some that have impeccable manners. there seems to be no middle ground anymore on this topic.
substances give our life meaning. they add to the wealth of your creation. they can also take way from it as well. they need to be used responsibly.
The smell assaulted their senses. Their eyes watered. Their throats burned. It was brutal agony.
everyone has a secret. its getting them to tell you the secret that's the trick. knowing the secret opens up the relationship. i helps you understand the person better. guard your secret, but not too much.
sacrifice is what i try to do. sacrifice my time and my ability. like Jesus. sacrifice my life for my friends and family.
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