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oh and you think this is funny. we get pushed back in habitually by everyone else. push back leave them. pushback and go away. i don't want to see you anymore, anyway.
blah blah blah", came from his mouth as I tried to tell him how much I loved him. How much I cared for him. but he was too selfish and only wanted to be loved by himself... this sandwich is dry.
read read. oh put the dropped pieces back to gether together. activity. too many words.... put it together. two gather.
snoop taught me that.
write quick fast. but its not working we're in outerspace. floating. and you expect me to believe anything you say? you need to come sit down. and let' go in the shower now.
i just don't know now. you make be clench my jaw. thinking. my jaw is heavy. but because my teeth are heavy. its because you did it. you make my teeth hurt
you don't make any sense. you killed my heart and i have nothing to say to you. you belong some where gone. far from me and alone. you deserve to be lost. because you lost me.
its true. i miss you. i am sure of it. and it can't help it. i wish i could though because i know you are not good for me. but whats a girl to do when all she can do is think about you. you and me. what we once were
watch. watch me. the time is almost up and its about to explode. duck down. close your eyes. and breathe. it will be ok i promise. just watch me. and we'll be ok. together.
lets get involved. you know converse. make some words with out mouths. make some moves with out bodies. together. that might be nice for a change. no?
bad. word. it doesn't mean anything to me anymore. its faded into the abyss. the dark abyss into nothingness. does that make you feel better? i didn't think so.
i don't think i could ever forgive you for it either.
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