maeday
Sit. Watch the plants whither. Stay. Let the hunger consume. Pray? Who'd listen. It's all gone. What's left? Only the bare minimum. Just this pathetic pile of human protein.
Rinse and repeat. Purify.
Unhinged the cabinet swings slowly, creaking in the night. She cannot take that noise, that broken noise in the darkness. Everything he touches breaks. Even... It all is to much to take in. She has to rebuild it, fix it, make it right again.
It's amazing how light can sneak it's way through the smallest aperture into where ever the darkness hides and illuminate it. The dark cannot handle even the smallest bit of light.
God that's it. The last straw... You have broken me. I am yours. Hold me in Your arms; You are all I need. In You is the light, it shines in the darkness and the darkest cannot overcome You. Your steadfast love endures forever. You are all I need.
Lord how long will I wade through this valley of sorrows and death oh God? How long before you comfort me? Hold me? Take me into your loving arms. Please, help me. Oh God save me.
Lord I have failed you in so many ways... Let your grace rain on me. Fill me with your awesome will. I have failed, but you have sanctified me. Oh God you are my God I will sing your praises forever.
Remember me oh Lord? I'm the one you love to put tiny stresses on and watch her go boom. Isn't that funny? Can she handle this shit? Maybe... Do you remember?
I thirst for you like a desert thirsts for rain. Fall on me; make me new.
You are my strength God. You are always there for me... Even when I loath you, reject you, ignore you. You strengthen me in my darkest hour.
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