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It doesn't matter to me WHETHER you approve or not. I'm doing the very best that I can to help someone I care about!
I laid on the stretcher as they transferred me down to X-ray and surgery. I was scared shitless not only of the tube that they were putting down my throat but also of the records that were at mt side - I really didn't want them to know which floor, of that huge hospital, I'd come from -- the psych ward. Enough people knew I was crazy, I didn't need any more
I'm not exactly sure if I'm keen on going to Jamaica or not... I really haven't made up my mind. There are parts of me that can't wait - but other parts are like what in the world are you thinking - I'm looking forward to seeing my husband excited.
To him it was a beat, beautiful music being played on drums. To her it was a racket - she never quite heard beats and loud noises angered her... They hurried away and he looked wistfully back
Every morning the 3 of us cuddle in bed, somedays it's for minutes some an hour. It's our time, our nest, where we plan our days and figure out our flight pattern out into the world.
This morning I listened to my blender grind it's last grind - sad day it's dead :-( I've used that for every slushie and smoothie for 2 years. Time for a new one. I hate getting used to new things
She put up the white flag in treaty - the fight wasn't worth it, winning wasn't worth it if it meant losing him!
They keep telling me food is necessity. Don't they understand that to me it's painful, I don't ask people to do things that will torture their souls so why am I asked to? Ahhh yes because I am adle brained and crazy - I know that's how they feel!
Her family chose to try and convict her of a crime she never committed - her sentence? A life without them. Is it really a sentence not having people who never believed in you in your life anymore? She didn't think so
The reporter looked down at his notepad and realized he was getting old - the new reporters (or "journalists" as they demanded they be called) were using iPads and net books to log their stories - not pen and paper. And they weren't even out in the field they were using their fancy electronics and googling for info. Where was the adventure in that?
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