carmenemma
today me & my friends all had the day off and we watched the episode of 30 rock where they have auditions for a new cast member and they choose the robot street performer aka danny because i was wondering yesterday, where is danny? i liked him.
well. i dont know. i dont drink anymore. and i never really drank whiskey. so i dont have to much to say about it...
gas prices are so high. i hate how dependent we are on gasoline. it doesn't make sense. at the mercy of others to get to work, to go out and have fun, to live at all.
good or bad. so funny, or so sad, or just...losing it. losing yourself in the situation and in your feelings. it feels good it feels great or it feels awful like you're out of control.
ah. a sad word, i think. like extinct. useless, dusty, forgotten, once loved. like a child's toy taken everywhere and then forgotten for something better, newer, shinier. it's hard to think of anything positive about it.
sprite. water. diet coke. gatorade. cold water with ice. desert dryness.
i've trusted a lot of people. i guess i trust pretty easily. maybe that's dumb but i'd rather have it that way. i think i can be trusted, but i guess sometimes i do things that are selfish. so that sucks.
digital! that's a huge thing to cover. everything is digital, which is weird, because it's not tangible. what do we do if everything that is digital is gone? it'd be gone forever. i miss tangibility, which is why i still buy books, real book, and why i miss real pictures you can hold in your hand. digital is great. it is great for sharing. but it seems almost unreal.
i love a good audience. a real audience, seated and at your full attention; people in your every day life, people who know you, people you don't, everyone is your audience. without an audience it's just you, you are the only judge. an audience tells you what is what.
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