coltonadrian
hit a wall.. right now i need a million miracles and million spiritual awakenings coming from the dawn of the edge of the earth crashing down to the edge of the sky and the rockets are flying too, somewhere blue and they make it black by turning the blue into blood stained cracks
lack of or happy
whats in it or whats in made of
two letters away from a land mass
where people live
that are not
content
with anything
and yet
they still keep
making babies
where's that been at. good god. God is good, verdad? Spanish 101 has been kicking my ass but there's only a week left. Just need to be good enough to transfer. That would be righteous. I guess. It's better than not I guess. I've been doing the not and it's not been doing so well. This new thing may be righteous bruhhhhhh
city, chi town. windy outside with the hurricans. I can't hurry, so I'm good there. farting a lot. maybe side affect from all the fart p0rn>>> life is weird. I think i'm getting better though. lost some weight. gained some too. I'm hungry and i"ll eat then I'll eat again
burning. what I do too much. smoke. relationships. papers. the papers I don't mind. The papers usually need to be burned, because then I don't have to look at them. They say desire gives one a burning version of it, but I've only felt the one that made me cold if I didn't get what I wanted.
right hook put a baby in a spiral
he just says it weird
people get listened to because
they sound different
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what else spirals
my fate
my eyes
my love
spinning
spinning
becoming more complex
bound
and tight
been there done that and now that youre free youn dont even feel free
been here run fear fear runs us
the news isn't real
they choose what to cover
i wonder why we choose
to be ignorant
because we are scared
of what it might be like
if we werent
everyone i see everyone ev e r y o ne e e ee let me touch lets have an orgy lets have a buffet a butt feheeee the world is falling the world is gorgeous the world is ruined the world is gorgeous the world is destroyed the world is gorgeous
what a word for this month. what a month of loss. I guess its almost been three weeks now, my brother died. I met him a week before he died. he was 27. I'm 23. then a week later my girlfriend of 8 months breaks up with me. and my aunts sheep has two dead lambs a few days later. And all that you would think would bring me down but actually I'm more up than I have ever been. Im more ready than I have ever been and this is me showing you what I am capable of.
THE ANSWER IS THE QUESTION TO THE QUEST THAT YOU TRAVEL ACROSS AND IF YOU FIND YOURSELF NOT KNOWING WHICH WAY TO GO THEN YOU HAVE TO LOOK TO THE SUN AND FIGURE OUT THE NEXT TIME YOU WILL SEE THE MOON THEN FROM THERE START WALKING FORWARDS WHILE STEPPING BACKWARDS AND THE LIGHT OH THE GLORIOUS LIGHT WILL SHINE INTO YOUR EYES.
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