haleybaley
a metal crane tilted forward onto to the stone building it smashed through it the crack the crumble the destruction .the cold icy wind pierced through me as the small shards of brick brushed against face.
as i sat in the waiting office, in london 1000 miles away from my home, as my mother checked me into my now 4 year home she said she would call and left. the next day i went to the classroom i decided to leave my pink and blue dyed hair down around my shoulders. as soon i walked in i was confronted with questions"why is your hair like that???" "were did you live befor" "why are you wearing that" then as the teacher saw my hair she told me it was innaproprite and disruptiveshe she walked me to the backroom and put my hair in a tight plain normale braid.............as i walked out i looked like every other plastic snobby rich selfcenterd bitch sitten in there ............just like that........my respect,indapendence indindavidulalty was ripped from me by simply braiding my hair...........................
as i slowly wade in to the chilling icey water ,i flash my head back and fourth, my brother was no were in sight i began to panic, franticly shoving my head under over and over screaming his name..... what had i done..........
It was a crush it wasnt ment to heart her but she
Asked me If I liked her but being as shy as I am I said no
Wich resulted in her in to crying in the bathroom
I was just a crush no more I never ment to heart her
I didn't want to lead her on. But when she asked me if I liked her I couldnt say yes
So I said no
Her deep ocean blue eyes and golden hair That fell perfectly on her shoulders made me feel as if I could fly, I gaze deep into her eyes her long Eyelashes exposed so much lust, but then as a brick .A boy in a black crewneck came and grabbed her around her Wast, she screeched"Eliot!!!!!!" he set her down an Kissed her, which felt like someone put me on a table Slowly ripped me open and ripped my heart from my chest
And stomped it over and over like chew toy......Eliot can burn in hell
I thought. Maybe just once I could have some happiness away from moving
From the only town I have ever know and shipped 300 miles away to my abusive father. Yes life I absolute bliss in a new school with no friends , thought maybe being in love would help. I never considerd that the most beutiful girl in school had..... A boyfriend ........ And not just any boy. Eliot.
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