katrin
thats where Im at
no loger a crossroad
no longer a fork
but an intersection of mass proportion
which way to go
I must decide
because standing still will
only get me killed
recycle - recycle - styrofoam -
I have never seen this word spelled out -
it looks awful
makes me feel like it is hurting the earth -
how many of these things do we have?
they used to be things like a wrist watch, a pocket calculator, a light timer
now? a gadget is a widget, an app, a gadget to get you to other gadgets.
I think the real gadget today is the human -
probably the worst feeling I could imagine - is to feel like a robot -
monotonous, not monogamous
over and over - repetition, restitution
man or machine
woman or wonder woman
no feeling
no eye
no skin to touch - nothing soft or sweet
mass - mass- production
prediction of the future and representation of the past
no fingers, no thumbs, no fingers drumming - or drumming on drums
tunes - alley
jones - I like whiskey - actually I have never met a drink I didn't like.
Id like to move to Whiskey Town and kiss Ryan Adams
uuuggggg - expensive
smell stainng
why I need a bike -
me - my favorite word -
I was psyched when I found out that only women can truly be - as the hyst'a of it refers to a woman's anantomy, biology!!
I love to laugh and laugh out loud - it is my favorite
I dont own one - well I guess I do - I own 3 -
I dont; use them for books
I have a hard time shelving books -
I love them so -
I keep my favoirtes out - like favorite stuffed animals when I was young
I like to look at the covers -
finger through to my favorite foxed pages
read the notes I made
which remind me of how smart I was at the time
or how very very stupid.
I love books
I can love them, read them - re-read, they never leave me alone
they are always there when I want them
they make me laugh,
they make me cry -
I have started taking them to dinner with me - they are a great friend
I get lost in them
I write back to them -
I can even hold them in bed with me all night -
and they will be there in the morning -
I have a hard time sharing them
or lending them out
beacuse I dont' know if I will ever see them again
but if it is important
I will let them go
to bring joy to someone else
then that book is no longer for me.....
its never water that I am looking for
never food or money
i thirst for worth
i thirst for wanting
no more rejection
no more another
darkenss will be light
i thirst for whole - totality-
i am determined to make a change, make a difference -
i am determined to make a different choice
I find being determined difficult
I am determined to change that
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