kenzietaylor012
I wish I could just pack a backpack and leave everything in this godforsaken town behind. All of the drama, all of the people, all of the wasted feelings. Everything in it's entirety. I'm so tired of the norm. I need something that this place can't offer. and It never will be able to provide me with, and that's a place I can call my home.
a cat is my costume for halloween {:
it is flannel season. i can smell it in the air. it is finally time to break my multicolored lumberjack shirts out of my closet, and i cannot wait. they have been there all year, and i am chomping at the bit to wear them.
i see the buildings in the distance. i long to visit the bustling city, possibly even call it my own. make it my home. but, for now, im stuck in this small town, with these big dreams, and no way to accomplish them. only a hope, and an action on a whim.
she chuckles as she thinks to herself about how dumb she was. how she believed every word he said. how she thought it might have a chance to blossom into something wonderful. then she chuckles because now, she couldnt care less. she is going to enjoy her life, fuck the rest.
even though you are miles away, the feeling is still as strong. nothing could ever break this feeling i have for you. nothing. no amount of time or space. it will be there forever.
i need a vase in my freshly painted room. maybe for flowers, or something else. i love my room. its so calm. it just needs some extra beauty. (:
you have me on some sort of leash. i cant go too far. i am able to escape, but i fear that if i run away, you will forget me. and find someone new, yet, i dont even know you anymore.
my worst fear in the world is to be forgotten. please, remember me. please. i will always remember you.
i long to feel secure. any kind of security will do. i dont want to worry. i just want to live.
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