kowen15028
I don't have all the solutions. I don't even know all the questions. Even if I did, I don't think it would matter. Nothing would change. Being aware wouldn't change anything at all.
I go forth into this relationship open minded and heavy-hearted. I want it to work. I feel like I need it to work, because I have never believed in something so strongly. I believe this can work, because I am willing to make it. I work at it, and try. The best relationships take work, and that's what I am doing.
I want to take charge. I long to take charge. The chance to lead, the chance to be reveled. That feeling, I can only imagine, is as great as anything could be. To be on top, I could only imagine.
I was shown many works of art as a child, in an attempt to make sure I was well rounded. I never much formulated an opinion on them back in those days. Now, after living much more life, I am able to see the beauty, and controversy, and the ART in art. I am able to form my own opinions.
I was raised in a small town, in Massachusetts. I remember the most, the leaves and the colors during the fall. Watching them change and grow old, funny how they do this every year. Never anything new or different for them, and yet every year the diligently do the same thing. A ritual or a routine that never ends...
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