luchadorlavender

luchadorlavender

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Crafty heartache and whirlwinds go. Sick of the wrongs and you not letting it go. Twisted all the ick into some sick show. Magically throwing shade to all that the sun has tried to grow!

asphyxiating on the energy that my soul ravenously ingests hoping that others can digest spreading the seeds of life through the world like misted star filled skys

My relationship with you has been historic, put in the memory banks of this tarter filled brain. I will flip the page to the right here and now and hope to forget my rage and your war. The shrapnel may leave scars but wounds they heal and my heart moves on.

Footage of my life streams online, posted love, failure, growth. Day upon day of evidence to the next generation to study. Open confessions of my minds crime. Treasures and trash that pile upon one another. wants and needs planting the seeds of time.

dot

Dixie dot is sitting by my side! She got a haircut, and feels like a queen! I feel so blessed to be in this home!

With furious anger I disconnect from your soul, vibrating, wrought with disapproval I snare at your shadow of hate and delusional cockeyed views. I release you.

Im drowning in my emotion from offerings of you. Who are you to tell me Im crazy for what I do? I am alive and I am as I should be. I refuse you for submerging me into this overwhelming sea.

I will not delight you fancy for I have tried for months take take take you slurp my sweetness and turn me sour engulfed by aspartame fakeness my blood thins with reality bitterness

wall

No boundaries here, no brick walls, I have torn them like the Berlin wall.. Crashed and tattered the barriers crumble with ease I am ME!

five

More than five, less then 15 i took my history finals and finished before anyone else! Thank you for a great study group and allowing me to take the quiz 2 days early, now i have the rest of the week off! woot woot!!

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Luchador wrote about fried
“me brains are fried, soooo much organization, papers to write, people to love, uggg im taking a nap now! solidify again..de pressurization”

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