LunaSyn20
my most precious item is a footage of my vacation with my family........
those are my happy times.......
She is mute and he is hot.
She loves him but he loves someone else
She wrote to him and he wrote to her back
But what she felt left unwritten.....
It's always a delight seeing someone new
It's also a delight meeting up with old friends
But It's not a delight when we part with them
It felt like someone punching a hole in our heart
"The truth is I've never love you." his words rang through my head. I can't bear the pain. He doesn't love me, he never did. He only said that because I'm sick. Now that I'm better, he's dumping me. I looked down. The people down me looked like tiny ants. If he's not by my side, then I don't want to live another day. I close my eyes and took a step in front. With that my life ended with the truth singing in my head....
Eternal life. Ah.... After all this time, I manage to find the secrets to eternal life. This two little vile holds my future and Pheobee's future. Together we will live 'till the end of life. I hand her one of the vile. We looked at each other and drank from the vile. At first I felt nothing and then came the most excrutiating pain inside me. I fell on the floor and writhe like a fish out of water. After what seems like hours, the pain stopped. I felt good, better even. I felt stronger, healthier and confident. I jumped and danced around. "It worked! It worked! Think of all the stuuf Pheobee and I will do after this. Oh God, it worked!" I said to myself. I searched for Pheobee and saw that she was laying still not far from me. I called out her name but she didn't answered. I walked towards her and saw that she was already blue. "No!" I shouted. In a blink of an eye, she was in my arms. She's still and cold. Tears escape from my eyes. "What's the use of eternal life when my true love is not with me to enjoy it." I said while weeping for my unfortunate life.
I looked past the terrain and saw an old cottage. At last a chance of hope! I ran and almost tripped but I kept on running. I've been walking through this rugged terrain for days and just as I was about to give up, hope emerged. I stood in front of the door and prayed, "May God help me please." I knocked the door and waited. No answer. I knocked again and yet no answer. Slowly I pushed open the door and walked into the house. What I thought to be my last hope turned out to be a nightmare. Blood everywhere but no bodies. "What happened here?" I said to myself. Little did I know Iwas about to know.
Whatever you do, it seems like a signal intended for me. I don't know if it's true or not but I like it. Please let me live in my small caccoon of fantasy, where we're in love with each other.
The blue flames dances in front of me. Slowly it took the form of a man. He looked at me and held out his hand as he's saying, "Take my hand and come with me". I looked at him and took his hand. Together we went to discover parts of the world that has never been discovered before.
Before I knew it, I woke up in my bed. Sweats trickled down my chin. Huh, just a dream, just another day....
Soft and fluffy and adorable lamb jump over the fence....
I counted one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight......
And then there were only dark.
Soon clouds of dream started to form....
And made my night even more good.....
I'm not a weakling,
I'm just not used to fighting.
Is it so wrong to not fight back?
If I do fight back then when will it end?
I'm not a weakling
I'm just letting you beat me.
So maybe one day you will be beaten by someone else
And then you will feel how I've felt when you beat me.
I'm not a weakling
I'm just following what God has said
"Don't hate your enemy but love them"
That is why I'm not fighting back.
I'm not a weakling
I am strong because I accept your beating
It is you who are a weakling 'coz you've never been beaten before
I'm not a weakling....
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