mennermg
determined was last time's word too
i'm avoiding thinking about it
because i'm really undetermined
and don't do much homework
nor have an idea of what i want.
ta-da!
june 30
we had our first date
and you kissed me sweetly
as i felt something
not quite like love
we ended in august
but july?
the sweetest times
without care
i am only satisfied, never. only when something that will never happen happens. Only when nothingness is something.
how insane is it that
every one
of my thoughts
could be had by
everyone
yet
no one
is being exactly thought
by
anyone
my breaths are measured in gasps
like
sprints
measured in collapse
my worth is measured in how
quiet
i can be.
the soles of my soggy shoes squeak on the stairs
so
i hold my breath
to compensate for my disruption.
my body against
some body
yet this body is not merely any,
the curve of your hip,
the scar on your lip
pressed tightly to me
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