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The banquet hall was so lavish - it was like stepping into a dream in which she did not belong. There were so many people dressed in beautiful clothes. She felt so unimportant, as if she did not belong in such a place. Yet, he chose her.

think

Ah, I don't have time to think of another story. Not right now. My mind is too filled with today's woes and tomorrow's possibility. My story is unfinished.

wall

I've hit a wall when it comes to thinking of what to write. Maybe that's why I'm here. Trying to scale the wall, trying to figure out a way to pass it. So far, it is to no avail. But I won't give up.

"All systems are go," said one of the operators. The lights on the panel were intermittently flashing. Now many of the land crew were watching the screens - it was in the space team's hands now.

baby

She looked down at him with tender eyes, eyes only a mother could have. He was her first child. She never expected that she could love someone so much.

Politicians. It makes me think of the headache that is politics. And then I get frustrated thinking about our country's future. But I guess, we elected them, so we get what we wanted.

side

Sometimes, you have to wonder if you are on the right side. What happens if you were disillusioned the whole time? If what you were fighting for was not the pure and noble ideal that you thought it was? Sometimes, you have to wonder. But there comes a time where you must choose a side, and fight for it no matter what.

zone

Zone defense is in basketball? Or is it football, or perhaps both? I can't remember. I may watch sports, but many times, I don't know the rules or what exactly is happening. But its nice spending time with others while we watch.

want

I want to be finished. I want there to be an end. Yet I'm afraid there will not be. Will I be encased in this pain forever? No - this pain is but a cocoon, and when I finally break free, oh! How free I will be!

The assault had lasted for weeks, now, but the defenders would not give up. The enemy had camped outside the city, preventing supplies from entering. It would only be a matter of time. The captain looked out from the city walls, wondering what would happen to them. But he would not give up, nor give a hint of insecurity to his men.

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Marie wrote about secret
“I tried to keep it a secret for so long. But just like Elinor Dashwood from Austen's novel, it was going to build up and come out eventually. Emotions can only be contained for so long, building pres…”

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