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we sat in the booth
i ran my tongue across my tooth
the words they say-they dont really matter anyway
when i have you by my side
you put my worries aside
take my hand and make me yours again
feel me across the booth
in your eyes i can see the truth
domestic abuse. i've heard about it so many times, people say its so unavoidable, but I can see how a person can fall into the trap. it starts with a low self-esteem, and that coupled with a man who is domestically abusive its the perfect recipie for disaster. the girl stays in the relationship because she thinks he is all she has.
mole on my toe
people gasp and say oh no!
silly friend, its just a mole
deep down, its just a hole
in the skin of my sole
im curious about it all
i drive people crazy
i want to know everything
to avoid the fall
questions and questions
i never just mention
i need to know every little thing
so i dont miss any simple thing
i feel forgotten as the days pace without seeing your face. you say you love me, that you miss me than could ever be possible for someone like you. but i love you and i feel it throughout everything i am. the worst possible thing to be is to be forgotten. cause i would not be able to handle that, because of how much i love you. please dont make me forgotten.
i stumble forward with the taste of vodka on my lips. i hate it but i love it at the same time, the truth comes out and it erases most of my doubt. under it the influence of it, everything is so hazy but miraculously clear.it makes me sad, because i realize how much i miss you
i am a wasteland. inside of my body there is trash filled up of the things i left behind but cannot let go of. you look at me and see beauty, but on the inside im a wasteland of the things i hold on to, to the feelings i feel, to everything i see and cannot comprehend. to the things i cannot let go of-the things i will never let go of
when they look at me, i can tell they see i am glowing. The insides of me are radiating to the outside of my body- emitting through my pores. My skin is glowing. No, I am not pregnant. I am glowing because theres a happiness thats occurring throughout my whole body. Why? Because I am falling in love with you- and theres nothing else that brings me this much happiness.
the bones i feel in you bring me more happiness than you could ever know you. smother me in your bones, lay on me and block out everything besides the feeling of you. the feeling of your heavy bones on top of my bones...let it all in and just let me breathe by only feeling you. the weight of you and everything that i love.
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