potatowl
I was never that shaken. The fear was consuming. I never knew that you could feel that way. It was scary, but also weirdly exhilirating.
I feel like there is a monster inside me. It's always been there and right now it's just sleeping. I'm, afraid for it to wake up. The meds keep it asleep, but I'm afraid it can only do so much. How can someone save me when the monster's inside me?
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