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near

I don't want to be anywhere near here. Honestly. I want to be pretty far away right now. What is this weirdness? I want to be near some stress relief, how about that?

Finding something new. Seriously, I looked at myself in the mirror earlier and discovered that I'm a woman. A grown fucking woman. For perhaps, the first time. A discovery like that can change perspective and well as choices. About damn time.

bulb

Calla lilies! My favorite flowers, besides daisies. Or a light-bulb when a brilliant idea is beheld! I love brilliant ideas, however mine usually do not fall in this category. I would love some flowers and bright ideas right about now though. Thanks.

lock

Lockdown. Always remember to lock the door. Don't lock yourself or your heart from other people, unless they deserve it. Lock and key. Maybe that's the point, only give the key to certain people.

The managers at my work are some of the coolest people I know. I am definitely closer to them than any of the other crew. My best friend is a manager as well, so I'm in with all of them I guess. But when offered the oppurtunity, I say no thanks!

level

I think of even. Is it level? Is it balanced? Will it look straight? Going to the next level? That's an important one. I'm totally ready for the next level in life. Or I tell myself that anyways. movin' on up.

To my boiling point. Just about. One of these days I will spill over, and then I have no idea what my life will look like. Or. I think of boiling water while I make rice at work. ... my life is sad.

root

Root makes me think of gardening. I would love to have my own place where I can have a little garden. Daisies are my favorite flowers, along with calla lilies. I tried to grow some sunflowers once, but its hard to remember when you're so busy!

wings

Paul McCartney and... or please god make me a bird so I can fly far, far away from here. Either one could apply to me. At this point, the second one more. Please give me wings. let me leave. and be okay with it. Wings that will help me make the right decision would be cool, thanks god.

step

I don't want to take the next step. Story of my life. I drag out the current one as long as possible. I refuse to even think about how I will approach the next step. In the end, I only cause myself and others around me pain. And it sucks. But I still do not want to do this. stilllll.

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Shannon wrote about boiling
“To my boiling point. Just about. One of these days I will spill over, and then I have no idea what my life will look like. Or. I think of boiling water while I make rice at work. ... my life is sad.”

the words Shannon reaches for

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