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denim

Touch, carefully intoxicated fingers rub a rhythm into your thigh. The rough material grounding you into the now. Innocent they are, just in a need to feel a connection and be close in this darkness. Finding anchor knowing that it won't stay for long

overt

Was it that obvious? All this time blind and running in the wrong direction? I love you I love you I chant but it isn't enough. I want to hold you, beg you to stay but nothing comes but those dreamless nightmare that plague my mind. When did I fall, when did we let go? It's hard to say goodbye when there is no one to hear you

disco

Flashing lights, bumping music, I want to take you dancing. We've talked about it, going out, just us two in each other's vision. We smile at each other, our eyes catch in the dark, and like a dream you vanish

Kill la Kill, those beaming lights shining down from above. Makes me cry to see those lights and know that what is lost will not be found. I love you, you know, much more than all can handle. Is this the right path? Certainly it isn't bright where we are right now

We stand, hands pressed, foreheads wishing they could touch. Glass borders hold us apart, but perhaps it is because you threw them up around your mind. I want to take a sledgehammer to it but I'm afraid of breaking you into a thousand pieces too. So instead I chisel glass carvings, little by little trying to get you to open the glass door

piano

I miss the keys dancing under my fingers as a minuet or etude comes to life on my ears, I miss feeling my emotions rage as words can no longer express my feelings. I miss talking through music, trying to reach your heart. But you've already turned your ear away to listen to a melancholy tune, even though I am right next to you snatching for your friendship

Lined up, organized, swirling with mysterious liquids. Blue with a dash of golden sparkles. Ombre red ready to burst out of its cap. Mellow yellow with a touch of spring. What will happen when I knock them all down, spill their contents all together? We get a human with complex emotions constantly at war

A beast, standing in front of the children, snarling with lips pulled back against omnivore teeth. Arms spread out, chest puffed up, a low growl unnatural coming from her throat. She doesn't think she is being savage: rather, she is protecting her kids the way a tiger mom protects her cubs

vapor

Dreams, a misty haze, a thin fog, clouding the eyes, condensation on the window from our mingling breaths. The sun comes out to play and it all vanishes. For those 5 minutes I can believe we are friends, but when the door closes and I turn my back, everything turns to vapors floating to the sky, and I am just an imagination again

Smile, nod, laugh, wiggle, yell, shake, light tap, repeat Smile, nod, blink, tilt head, yell, clap, palm on back, repeat. Smile, laugh, chuckle, yell, squint, hold hands, pretend, repeat.

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