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Is this not shorthand? is life not shorthand? is everything not a quick rapid expression? so fast so meaningful, so meaningless. im supposed to be continuously writing. hows that for shorthand.
i found it. i knew it. it wasn't mine. i could feel it. i never wanted to be the other one. i don't even know her and i know she couldn't handle this. i couldn't handle this. this is why we don't deserve this. the power of when you think you're too attractive. how can you not find love in one? or one to love?
i am as passive as i am selfish
i am wrong as i am right
i am judgmental
i will tear apart
everything that is once beautiful
and once was ugly.
everything has become a number.
in the world of art,
we are all math teachers.
i am what you are
I set up a booth
you walk through
you found a way to smile
and i winked
i demonstrate the world to you
in such a fake attitude
you think im witty
and i think you're cute
i demonstrate love to you
you're nervous
i am too
Keeping your life on track. Setting goals. The difference between the person who writes themselves a ten thousand dollar check and puts it under their bed and the person who laughs at the idea. Keep on, keeping on. I think, in some way, i will never be on track. I will always be above or around the track. I continue to track whatever I want to track. I think
the world spins slow motion.
but yet, so fast.
so on point.
they fastly work to obey
their queen.
hard at work
for fear of no forgiving.
i have found the droids of society.
just counting on counting.
one by one.
dime a dozen,
sweetie,
you act so brave
so comfortable with the act.
but let's pretend this has never happened.
i will continue to walk the way
and you can continue watching me.
i won't call and neither will you.
dime a dozen,
we both seem to be.
tattooed with cake batter and sprinkles,
white smear marks of flour like a warrior.
The smell fills the air,
I am dressed like the princess of bakes,
Kiss the cook,
I will find more ways
to perfect
the simpliest chocolate chip cookie.
I burn bridges to keep myself from going back.
i found a way to lose everything I once loved
and once loved me back.
I think I can run quick
before I feel the word breaking.
I will collapse feet first
before the taking.
Alone.
Without a scar..
I rather be anywhere than here.
I rather be here than anywhere
Who is the word?
And what says go?
Green means so many things.
I close my eyes and
I'm there.
I'm anywhere.
Who are you?
Because, I've found a perfect place.
It's between here and there.
It's anywhere.
and there, I can be any one.
any day.
with no care.
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