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upper

There is an upper chamber in my brain, a chamber that is forbidden to open. There is no key, no lock, not even a hole to pass through. Only I can open it. There are no corridors, no steps, nothing to climb up to the highest peak. Too high this upper chamber is.

Before...before I didn't have a voice. At least I thought I didn't. I just never knew how to use it as an advantage. I was a quiet one and still am don't get me wrong. But with poetry and spoken word, it made me more powerful and strong and the me before was long forgotten.

Despite the fact that everyday is a challenge, we have to take risks and chances. The one thing that I wish to do is just to believe in myself a little more. The way people support me gives me all the strength to move forward. A way to understand myself in a whole new perspective if I listen to them.

How can I be a distributor? Well, can it happen through the mind and spirit? Sometimes I wonder if there are ways where the person can just read minds and understand others' point of views and thoughts. It doesn't work that way as we are just human beings. Different too.

Branches...branches remind me of family trees. Better yet, I was writing something even more related to the subject of family. It's about my grandmother...who I wonder even knows me anymore. It's a touchy subject I don't want to get into just because it's best for me and for everyone else in the family.

ruby

Ruby...Sapphire...Emerald. Again, reminding me of Pokemon haha. But other than that, ruby is a pretty gem. It's red! Favorite color! Emerald however, is my birth stone. The three gems remind me of the elements.

Charms...I used to believe in a charm bracelet. I thought I could never lose the friendship. It was all a dream wasn't it? We crossed paths and we act as if we were strangers. I guess it's meant to be. We're fulfilling our own dreams. Let us meet again in the next life.

The crescent moon rose up to the sky, clouds shrouding and illuminated by the light. Stars followed after it, trying to gleam at their best too. They all try to be as shiny as they can be. But one thing for certain, the sun gets all the glory as it fills up the whole world with its light by day.

This word took by surprise. Conceal...I'm wondering if I'm concealing my true self to other people. Is it because I'm afraid of being judged? I put a smile on my face and concealing everything that bothers me. Apparently, it's not enough.

Sparkling stars above my head. Let them fall down into the earth or submerge into the cool waters. As the night goes on, so do the stars. Riding on them would be fairies challenging themselves to a race. Whoever goes down earth the fastest can turn into a human. Is that even possible?

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Nika wrote about boiling
“Boiling water. Steam rising up. Fogging the kitchen windows. I'm starving.”

the words Nika reaches for

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